I am LOVING being a “real” teacher, even though I don’t get a real paycheck, and I’m helping out as back-up secretary of the PTSA and I’m adviser of THE HIP HOP CLUB, which kind of makes me hope that at some point this year, my life will become like Step Up II: The Streets, and I’m enjoying the new experience of teaching ELD, but today, TODAY, has beaten me. I’m discouraged and stressed and overwhelmed and people keep telling me that I’m doing my best, but I know that doing the best that I can and doing the best for my kids are two different things.